#but because I actually care alot
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very good friends
#severance#severance fanart#mark scout#peter kilmer#i loveee petey so much.. s2 flashbacks of petey please please please please 🥺#guhh i want to know what theyre like soo much together in the office.. petey forever in my heart.. gone too soon </33#pn.art#i dont want to draw chairs or backgrounds so theyre sitting in the void dont worry about it#petey is just sososo tragic i love him it breaks my heart that his final moments were with his 'best friend' who doesnt Know Him because#his real best friend is inside lumon where he cant go back to anymore. him and this version of mark are strangers and he did nothing during#That Scene... he just up and left and tried to cover up his tracks because outie mark doesnt know him AUHHGG#does innie!mark ever find out that petey died ? and the other version of himself did nothing about it ? i actually cant remember if he#found out but guhhh.... :(((#*sniffs* i just care them alot..... aheem....
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teen wolf meme: [1/4] families -> the argents
Our family has a surprisingly progressive tradition. Knowing wars and violence are typically started by men, we place the final decisions - the hard ones - with the women. Our sons are trained to be soldiers. Our daughters... to be leaders.
#teen wolf#argent family#allison argent#chris argent#victoria argent#gerard argent#kate argent#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#THEY'RE SOOOO INSANE#i love the argents sm did you know that#they're soo fascinating and fanatical i eat that shit up#do i like all of them as people? no actually i like very few of them as people#but as fictional characters and as a fictional family they're sooooo good and interesting#i know alot of people hate most of their guts but personally i think jill wagner is so insanely hot i don't care as long as i get to look a#her and gerard is suuuuch a diva and victoria's quick rant about teenage marijuana usage as she's trying to kill scott is iconic TO ME#also yes most of these gifs are from season two but that's because it's the peak argent family insanity season
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Love does win
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#Vauge bloggin#not because I care#but because I actually care alot#its a freaking mcyt ship#apparently a rareoen#this isn’t even the shop want#its just one half of the ideal poly ship#ok actual bed now good night
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oh you KNOW what's up <33
(uncropped version on BlueSky and FA !!)
#A sketch because i was unsure if id actually want to use alot of time on this when idk if people would care or not lolll#im not ashamed i drew this and guess what theres more in my stash just waiting to be finished#anyway himmmm enjoying himself your welcome#digital art#furry#art#furry art#fanart#indigo park#lloyd the lion#lloyd indigo park#indigo park lloyd#lloyd the lion fanart#indigo park fanart#gay furry#gay furry pecs#furry pecs#KittyQueArt
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Something I would love so so much is if in a future installment of W2H in the far future (not W2H2 because she's confirmed not to be in it iirc) there's a parallel to the "so you're stalling because you like the guy?" scene from the end of the short film where it's Providence and Mephistopheles and Prov is like "why haven't you fired that Sowachowski kid yet? You can tell he's not going to succeed in this job... Aww, are you stalling because you're attached to him?" and Meph is like "n-no! We've still got construction going on so we can't start the torture, that's all!" and Prov juat looks at the camera like in The Office
#i want meph and sock to have a father-son esque relationship so bad#even if just mildly#even if it's more of a mentor thing i want meph to be conflicted because he's grown to actually care about sock at a deeper level#w2h#welcome to hell#napoleon maxwell sowachowski#mephistopheles#providence#I've been thinking about this alot
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I'm actually so obsessed with him it's not even funny if i'm not listening to a TikTok or music directly related to him I can't focus free me free me
This is @/cherubpuppet's OC for a object show [au? pitch? wip show? How do I categorize this] and I've been destroyed by the fact that ruler art is infinitely superior [and 10x longer] and i don't have a good enough grasp on lip gloss's personality to make fanfiction so I am frozen in "want make fanart but fanart takes effort :["
#also object shows are the new mlp community change my mind /ref#from what ive seen a very large part of the community is centered around death/gore or mature topics? it reminds me of the mlp infection au#that and smile hd and everybody keeps saying object shiws are kids shows - if kids are making this stuff then good for them /gen#every fandom has its toxic/proship/18+ side obviously but from my pov gen alpha needed something they coudl handle age appropriate extremes#with - its just alot harder to make compelling emotional angst/gore with newer ultra sanitized shows or w/ mascot horror#and like thats a whole nother tooic but its obvious to me younger kids have flocked to mascot horror so harshly because average kids tv is#much more afraid of tackling any big topics to the point that the ones that DO [bluey] immediately are pushed into front and center#but i mean i also rewatched a few episodes of the shows i grew up with and ngl i think we need shit like ren and stimpy and invader zim#i hate ren and stimpy and i didnt grow up with zim but i grew up with pbs kids shit and that shit looking back was hella boring i never#cared for any of the tv shows i saw aside from elmos world and even then i was hoping that something gorey would happen. at like 5 yrs old#im rambling anyway im not sure if im actually going to get into the os communitg but i AM horribly attached to tape to the point that its#maybe possibly becoming harmful to my mental health so im gonna stick around for him for like months#just know that if im not posting anything its because im obsessed with this guy#oh also DID/MALE SA REP LETS FUCKIN GOOO#I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY AND IVE HAD LIKE 4 FRIENDS WITH DID/OSDD I NEED MORE POSITIVE REP OF STIGMATIZED/COMPLEX DISORDERS !!!!!#art#tape dispenser#search for smos#talk talks#EDIT NO. NO DONT SAY IM THE ONLY PERSON ON TUMBLR WHO HAS USED THE SMOS TAG NO. OH MY GOD#PLEASE BEING OBSESSED WITH SOMEONE ELSES OC IS SO GARD DONT LEAVE ME ALONE DO I NEED TO BUILD THIS FANDOM FROM THE GROUND UP??? NOO
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Man I might jus be vanilla
#toxic yuri this#toxic yaoi that#mf that's not romance that's a domestic violence case#watching one person emotionally manipulate or straight up abuse another person is not hot or sexy it's disquieting and deeply uncomfortable#i understand if its used to explore abusive relationships and how to avoid or overcome them but like#abuse isnt sexy just because it's gay#manipulation and torture isn't sexy just because its gay#no offense to those of you who enjoy it but i#genuinely cannot#im down for obsession but not possession#I'm down for jealousy but not straight up ownership of a person#'oh this guy regularly beats up that guy and declares his genuine hatred and disgust for him#so tsundere we all know they're actually in love'#HE KILLED HIS MF PARENTS#THEY ARE NOT IN LOVE THEIR MORALS ARE THE ANTITHESIS OF EACH OTHER'S#tHEY COULD NEVER POSSIBLY GET ALONG#LET ALONE BE IN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP#'oh that girl is emotionally manipulating and controlling another girl and the other gurl is to blind/sad/crazy to see it'#'clearly she abuses her and controls her emotions because they're in love'#THAT'S NOT SEXY#i.L UNDERSTAND WRITING A NARRATIVE TO EXPLORE TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS BUT WHEN YOU WANT RELATIONSHIPS TO BE TOXIC IT CONCERNS AND DISCOMFORTS ME#PEOPLE WHO ONLY SHIP FOR TOXICITY SCARE ME#sorry i had to get that off my chest ive been meeting alot of people that seem enamored by abusive relationships and i dont understand it#or care for it
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hm I know this seems like I'm just whining to whine and I understand that living with your parents throughout your childhood is the norm but I'm actually so tired of people asking "where are your parents/do you live with your parents/did you come with your parents?" when I meet people like if we are at a event where ppls families are in attendance why can't you just ask if anybody came with me instead of asking about my parents like not everybody has parents or lives with them etc I know it's just a little thing and I'm coming across as bitter and annoyed but I genuinely am, and then it gets even more annoying because then when you tell people you didn't come with your parents they want to know why and in my case I hate having to explain that I was in foster care because explaining something like that isn't something that can be summed up in a sentence like OMFG and it's so fucking annoying to me like just ask if I came with anybody instead of just assuming I came with my parents 😭😭😭
#as i said i know asking ppl about their parents is the norm but i wish ppl would actually think about of ppl#actually have any some ppl have been disowned or have dead parents or just dont want anything to with them anymore#its so annoying i think ppl should start thinking before just assume but this is just a personal thing im not that angry at anybody lol#im more annoyed at ppl wanting to know why i was in foster care because i hate airing out all my business like that#it involves alot of abuse and very traumatic stuff and then i feel bad when i do explain it because i feel like#ive ruined that person's day by telling them about all the stuff that happened to me like omds#the most annoying instance was when i was at work and this girl kept asking me why i dont live with my parents#and she wanted me to explain why i was in foster care and i was just like. its not really any of your business 😭#just know i dont live with my parents and i used to be in foster care in fact you don't need to know if i live with#anybody or not 😭 like why are asking if my parents are together etc LEAVE ME ALONE
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adachi depictions can be so fucking stupid. like put that cabbage, plastic shopping bag, police tape, handcuffs, nambu revolver, tv set, yellow contacts, red black stripe vortex pattern AWAYYY and go outside to take a walk and think about what you're doing before doing anything else is that clear
#kommento#// wouldve said yellow coat but im making exceptions just this one time. can we bring back the traffic baton adachi i thought that was fun#// back when royal just came out and the ps4 akc theme had him with pancakes i just held my chest and took deep breaths#// im a personal believer to think it's cool when characters are connected to and deeply intertwined with concepts and motifs#// but if people constantly act like merchandise designers only thinking about a sellable product and not the story behind it and slap thos#// design elements everywhere just because it'll get a cheer from the crowd im going to make you sit down on a chairdesk to fill out#// this scantron bubble test number 2 pencil to see if you actually care or are we just going to go back to oversimplifying deep characters#// such is the nature of fandom i guess . fast food type bullshit for all i care#// as a hater yet related by blood to this guy ive been gatekeeping alot of trivia that it's stupid funny#// i already accidentally psychoanalyzed him back in 2021 im not saying anything else unless it makes him look stupid#// sorry for adachiposting it comes in cycles where it goes from iznmi to marie to adachi apparently#// and now it's a coin toss between bancho or teddie if anyone's curious
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dude some people who don’t draw/write/make ocs have such a hard time clocking that not every drawing/piece of writing/thought about said ocs has to be praising them and like the most gorgeous creative piece imaginable.. like what if i just wanted to draw my oc after falling down six flights of stairs and breaking every bone or what if i wanted to write them having a super embarrassing moment where they make a face at a car window without knowing there was someone in there what if i think about squashing them up into little round balls and throwing them at the wall…. like… that doesn’t mean i love them any less
#GOOODDD big fandom problems chat i apologise#that drawing the creator did of that character actually shows how much they like them even though it’s not an attractive and detailed one#the lines and shapes and expressions in that ‘shitty doodle’ shows the amount of time they’ve spent drawing that character#the fact they drew them looking like a stupid dumb idiot shows they care about the character alot#you would understand if you’d ever made and loved an original character like that#the fact the creator doodled the character that way shows me that they like them because i would draw a character i liked like that too#such a specific emotion today chat sorry#absolutely abominable rant over a drawing of an anime character im going to end it#this is something i saw happening WEEKS ago and i’m still thinking about it#red rambles relentlessly#SIIIGHH
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;-; I just got such a sweet message from someone at work I really respect about how I interact with the kids and its made my day honestly
#i get the impression alot of people dislike her bc she often comes across as quite cold and snippy#and people think shes too big for her boots i guess? bc shes basically doing a managers job#but. like. she isnt being paid for that. shes picking up were the actual managers fuck up#because she cares.#and she was talking about how she thinks im a really calming influence on the teeny terror#which. yeah. means alot.
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→ drawing the same pose over and over again and feels cringe
→ realizes that these drawings are simply pre-ref drawings to figure out one's design so I can Draw Them
→ no longer feels cringe
#jic ur wondering why all of them are drawn w that same arms out legs semi open pose#do i obsessively worry about this to an unhealthy degree? yeah#do people not verbally tell me that seeing me draw the same pose over and over again is Boring or Lame or stupid or smth? yes but i get#like. stupidly anxious and start thinking about things like that which i obviously know probably isn't the case and that in actuality#no one cares about how i draw more than i do#but it's still difficult not to ruminate on thoughts of people subconsciously rolling their eyes at my art because its so plain and boring#and static and stiff and it doesnt feel lively and dynamic like the artists i aspire to be like#but then i also remember im only just starting my art journey. by this year I'll only have been drawing for 4 years. 4 YEARS.#which seems like alot honestly? especially w the progress I've made#but most; if not everyone who isn't me have spent 7+ YEARS of drawing and i remind myself that. oh#yeah! im on the same path they were#maybe they had the same issues i did#but ill get through it :) i want to experiment more this year w my art#i say that but i need to COMMIT#i need to commit. to actually put in effort to learn posing and perspective instead of trying to lazily scrawl color on a digital canvas#but it all seems so daunting#but; you know; in time it'll come. seeing the difference only a few months has done to my art is also truly refreshing#it lets me know that im still learning and improving my technique and that really helps iron out any anxieties i have.#sorry this got super rambly super quickly lol
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ignore this.
learning to shut up when i dont have anything new to say to the discussions my mutuals are having about the treatment of the female characters in this show and fandom
even though ive just gone ahead and rambled in the tags a bunch of bullshit
#lohst.txt#they're all so right#because this fandom has had problems since the beginning#its always about the boys#the fics and the art and everything#and the fact that a large portion of this fandom is obsessed with the squip. the ACTUAL villain. yet would wish a 16 year old girl death#yeah. chloe did some fucked up things. yeah. dywh is an awful situation that was not handled well#(because this show has awful writing. you guys have been saying that already and youre right)#but come on. y'all act like the other characters did nothing wrong#if the writers would have cared to put actual depth into these characters#i havent listened to the source material in. a while. and i never got around to watching any other boot other than two rivers#i dont know what im saying#it was so easy to join bmc rp servers because no one ever picked the girls#did that mean i was left out of the rps? mostly. yeah#i mean. those servers always had the same rich and jake so we'd team up#but the jeremy and michael would barely give room for anyone else to interact with them#i used to have some discussions with someone about the flaws of this show and how the girls are constantly ignored#(back when i had sort of dipped out of the fandom)#anyway im never one to get involved in discourse directly#i support my mutuals and reblog art and post my silly little fics#mostly because im always too tired to put a lot of thought into any in depth analysis#(even though i have alot of thoughts on chloe and fairytales. which has nothing to do with this whatsoever)#everyone else has said it so much better than what i can currently come up with rn#but the way that the girls get watered down to one personality trait (this includes madeline). and are always used as background characters#the way there was so much christine hate at one point because she got inn the way of boyf riends#i looked chloe up on pinterest the other day out of curiosity#and there was so much hate#everyone likes christine and brooke#theyre the nice girls#the ones that get watered down to innocent and naïve and the mum friend of the group
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whyyy wasnt the monkees dubbed in other languages and if it was then why cant i find it. i would kill to hear a latam spanish dub....los monkis
#i used to watch the latam dub of the beatles cartoon as a kid which was really funny because i had almost no idea what their english voices#sounded like until i was like 12. at which point it was too late#but anyway i digress. sometimes i just like watching things in spanish idk it just comforts me alot#so if anyone knows of monkees episodes dubbed in other languages then um..hi#emi's meandering jotts#i actually think alot of the jokes simply wouldnt hit in spanish but i genuinely dont care i would enjoy it anyway
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im currently writing an atsugawa (I hate the name shin soukoku or whatever I'm sorry but I'm actually not. also I cannot pronounce soukoku {this is the real reason I don't use soukoku}) and I don't even ship it lmaoo
#maris bsd 🗞️#like its not a bad ship for my personal tastes#I like them alot more in trios tho I've realized#absolutely adore anytime atsu aku and kyouka are together#two disaters and a teenage girl going through the inexplicable horrors#my favorite#I also desparately wish more people saw the atsulucygawa vision.....#anyways the fic is actually more like before an establish relationship but you can read it as romantic if you want#you'd have to work extra hard though because their bickering isn't like#romantic bickering they're actually kinda getting on each others nerves#but then they have a cute moment talking about their respective agency co workers and realize they do have common ground and that's how muc#they love their lil found dysfunctional families#actually its mostly akutagawa talking Abt port mafia (IM SICK OF PPL SAYING HE DOESNT CARE ABT THEM IDC I wRITE CANON NOW TY) and atsu#realizing that akus never rlly been in a position where he could safely and openly show his affection for anyone#and the one time he did they left (dazai) (this is how the conversation starts)#(aku says smth Abt gin and atsus like “awhh you care alot :3” and akus like “no I don't” and then atsus like “ykw its okay to care Abt ppl”#and akus like “:(( but what if they leave again” and atsus like “but what if they stay?” and basically lists all the reasons why they'd sta#and then akus gets all soft and has a nice moment of caring about everyone he works with#(except maybe chuuya I cant rmb any times they've interacted and i cant think of anything fun or like core memory things they'd do together#and then aku is like “what Abt you and your family? how are they?” and then it's atsus turn to be all sappy about their family#and so then they end up having a way better day than expected AND they walked away from it with a new friend and an even better#understanding of each other and stuff#yeah#reminder I don't even ship atsugawa but wow I feel deeply abt them both.#maybe Id like them as like QPR??#I can see that alot better#but man atsulucygawa....#even they'd probably be QPR though imo#anyways pushing my “aku doesn't feel like he can allow himself to share his affection for people because he doesn't want them to leave”#agenda ty for coming to my Ted talk
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Sometimes you just listen to a TikTok audio and get the need to make a post about a self destructive cycle your in only to never acknowledge the post again yknow
The song is Don't Smoke by Mitski, specifically the TikTok version is the Audiotree Live version
#pink bowtie is the only person here whos design actually represents someone#to clarify since like art is of the beholder right but i find drawing to this song specifically ironic#because i am very aware that i have a pattern of blocking people if they're nice to ms#im being the mean one here; im being mean to my newly ex friends and myself#but this time i actually tried to keep friends and my mental health has been the worst it has in years#so i guess i just need friends that are worse than i am to keep my mental health stable??#whatever its just interesting#this is also the first and hopefully the last vent art ill ever draw for a few years#vent art#vent#art#i literally JUST made a post on my other ask blog about my ibis constantly crashing#and it IS BUT i also have feelings. i can work through crashes to get my feelings out alot more than i can for silly dsaf men#the good thing about tumblr is that the people this is about this time wont ever see it since they dont have tumblr or dont follow me#the bad thing is that i DID do this like. 3 times to the sam and max community and like. thats almost all of my followers whoopsie daisy#and like “oh if theyre blocked then they wont see the post” i didnt actually block them since i like seeing their posts. from afae#i just block them every time they follow me#actually that one sam and max server would be surprised to hear that one creepy dude was the person that kept reconnecting me to the server#whatever. i need to stop editing this post for the tags and go to sleep#funny thing is my partner wont see this post despite following me. you would think a partner would care but. ig not thats okay#my partners the only person i think is better than me who i've kept around#but that might be because they dont show. any interest in anything im interested in#im so tired of being the only person to put in effort to keep the relationship alive and be interested in the things they enjoy#but i guess i also do vent to them alot; i only talk about like 10% of my life but having mental disorders will do that ig#i need to stop typing/venting and go to sleep. or at least stop listening to this damn song
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